Possibilities are endless

Possibilities are endless
for me
obviously
time can now stand still
since I’ve lost my memory.

Imagine having a Civil War
within a mind
blue, then gray
shedding bloody thoughts
of words
treason, then reason
watching them decay.

Heart bandaged, fracture healing
memory fighting to live
better moments
I can’t recall
but somewhere in me exists
courage to continue
a good fight
no matter longest nights.